Today is the 18th May 2010 .

If i confessed what i did during my teen days will they faint ? Smoking is nothing . Moreover it's something i do just socially .

Honestly, i don't get it .

Well, consider me stupid then .

I'm tired from work, i'm working my ass off, my legs felt swollen and giddiness finds me as and when .

In the past, when i said i had enough, i always end up taking those shits again . But now, i don't say it often, but when i said it, i mean it . I keep my distance every single time so i won't take on shits again . I said it once in January, up till now i'm still strong .

Blood is thicker than water, this very phrase, is merely a scientific sentence to me .

I shall work more .